Monday, June 15, 2009

I need motivation.
Real quick.

I seriously have procrastinated the same things for months.
For example, I started the process of getting health insurance in February.
I just got all the stuff in about 2 weeks ago after the lady kept getting on me about it.
I've been saying I'm going to clean my room for ages.
I have a huge list of things I want to do in my life but there it all stays..on a list.
Where is my motivation? Where is my passion for living life these days?
I'm ambitious but lately I think I've been giving up on "living" because I'm too overwhelmed with emotions and too bored with my life. I am living under my all too familiar blanket of discontentment and I'm not even trying to get out.

I hate giving up.

2 comments:

  1. You're not giving up, you're taking a break. Health insurance is very important though ~ you're lucky to have the opportunity to get it, so don't let is pass you by!

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  2. ah, I KNOW these feelings...I mean I really, really know them. I feel so lazy and lost sometimes.

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